hmm I think Ill take a break from xanga for awhile and black it out...so to speak...I think I like having my own personal journal better cuz then I can say my true feelings...maybe ill be back this summer...eh who knows

Hmm I wonder if ne one actually reads this thingy...meep.

Ok so got back from Fresno regional with guard today...what an AWESOME experience! Hehe so many good times from the hotel room alone....LMAO mad wild sex orgies in our room, having sex with Ashy every night ...hmm think we scared Jenn a bit with our descriptions...then galavanting around the room with croissants, falling off the bed...multiple times...ya we may be able to spin and such but we dont claim to  be graceful. Oh and who can forget the famous WHURRS MY BOWL....oh, its on my head.  Hehe good times good times.

Oh yes, and then there was the actual regional So we got a score of 75.0 in prelims, which was second highest out of our group of 13 and 5th highest out of the whole division of 37! So then we finished watching scholastic A and went to our hotel room to take naps and then go to dinner and head back to the arena again for final at 10:12 at night! Whoo it was a long day. So anywho, our show at finals was awesome, my best yet, seeing as it is the only show so far where I CAUGHT THE SABER! Oh man that just set me for the rest of the show..So ne who by the time we were done performing we folded the floor and had to go back in for awards....where we got 4th! Out of the 15 guards that made it to finals. It was awesome. Of course after that was the night of the orgy the pixy stick and the croissant. And of course dip dip. Next day we went to dennys where Kiana absolutely amazed my by the cleaness of her plate, lol...and then we got back on the bus to come home after a 6 hour ride. Then coming home pretty much sucked ass and was a lot worse then I expected but then hey, what else is new. Moral of that part of story: don't expect to even be thought about. So in retrospect I cant wait until we can go on a trip with the guard again because that was the best ever and me and rachie get the denim skirt. Also, I have a pixy stick.

All that remains to be said is, one was 18, one was 18, and I think the other one was....18

And now im outta herre, bcuz this bus has the strong scent of alcoholic beverages.

Well its nice to know that jv academic league doesnt consider me to be a part of the team...whatever.

And then the people I cry to just reaffirm my belief that I'm not good enough...so I guess it's true and I may as well start accepting it.